2009- 2000 me

I’m contemplating blogging again. I miss writing.

honestly

i’d be lying if i said i didn’t think about you
hourly/ daily / weekly
2ndly
i
have you all across the landscape of my mind
but i can’t gather enough courage to acknowledge
that maybe i was wrong
that i’d be willing to make it work
that i’d like us to move on
honestly
this relationship has always scared the shit out of me
maybe [...]

no where to run, no where to hide

i’ve had perhaps the happiest few weeks of my life.
i think im shedding my skin.
but change is always hard for me.
i feel like there is no where to go where people will hear me clearly. Without all the static and thebullshit.
i have people out to defame my character, “take” my man, call me names, steal [...]

“i’m a come at you like a spider monkey”

im not quite sure what a spider monkey moves like.. but….that shit scares the shit outta me.
I told a friend of my recent tribulations and they told me to tell the offending party that ” i would come at them like a spider monkey”
i fell out of my chair. I think it’s good advice.. now [...]

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